Jimmy and I have been together for five years. For the most part we have a wonderful times together. I am ten years older than him, but we loved each other. He is a wonderful guy, however in  his growing up, his dad cheated on his mother and there was never any real love between a couple shown to him. I hung in there with him through his drinking problems, and gave him unconditional love. I really truly love this man.

But he, from time to time, picked fights with me and stayed away from me, asking me to leave three times now. He called me after three months the first time, and of course I went back to him. The second time he did this I went to get some of my things back and we got back together. This last time he was trying to stay sober and was of course having a hard time. He used mojo to help until it got illegal. It was not long, maybe four days after that, he started to change. He was very unhappy. I tried to act normal and I hoped it would pass. I thought that he was talking to another girl or something the way he was acting. THEN the bottom dropped.

Out of nowhere, he told me to pack up and leave. I did as he asked, with a broken heart.You see, we had begun going to a weekly prayer meeting, that gave me hope for our relationship like never before. I really don't understand why he would push me out of his life. He tried to text me once after the two days that he asked me to leave. Not knowing what to do I have done nothing, but leave him alone. I know that he cares about me, he said so when he told me to leave. Hes held me in his arms a great number of times, telling me he loves me. I am at a stand still, I need advice on what to do next. I love him and I can live without him. But I love him enough also to try to save this relationship. Please send me some advice. I am hurting and need to know what to do next. Sincerely,
Karen