FLASH

My parents adopted my daughter.  It was a constant fight from the time she was born, and it finally happened.  I think the decision was unfair.  I don't like her living there.  I didn't see her for a year and a half afterwards.  Now I'm finally back in her life but only to visit.  Every second around them is a tyannical nightmare.  I hate my life.  I feel like it's ruined.  It's stable.  I'm even in my second year of college.  My daughter is 12 now.  We have a good relationship.  I make the best of our time together, but I'm miserable.  All I do is feel terrible, and it will be years before it's over.  Plus, I have chest pain 24 hours a day.  The doctor doesn't think it's my heart, but I believe it is.  How do I get out of this misery?  I know there are bad times in life, but God, it's going to be over someday!