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My Two Cents
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| 11 May 2012 08:50 PM |
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Hang in there, keep trying, and try different things till you find what works.
Good luck!
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ZacXH
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| 02 Jan 2012 12:29 AM |
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Hi...before i start, just imagine that you are in my position and you are me. I have never done this before(ask for help that is...) I am honestly not bad looking, swimmer, photographer and i an fit... Ok, so 1st of all my problem is actually quite stupid actually. To begin with, i am not from Canada. Well i am now but i recently moved here. I am from Malaysia. I am honestly someone who is great in all my studies and language. I speak English great for i was brought up speaking Mandarin and English and i don't have any problems(generally an asian accent) with it except for the fact that canadians have a strange accent. (trying to cope with it so far). So as i was saying, i moved here during the summer about 6 months ago. I lived there all my life and had great friends. Best friends. (as lame as this sounds, i was umm well the Guy. The guy with a hellot of friends, everyone knew me, went out allot, happy, hyper, fun guy leader like among my friends, had great family times, no family problems, had a close relationship with God) When i moved here i lost my sense of socializing for i always had friends and it seemed to naturally come to me since i was young but then now i cant even really talk to anyone at all..i stay at home alone having no friends at all and THE WOSRT PART IS when i see my friends do allot and have a great time(parties, hanging outs) doing things i always did all the fun times and great times without me for i missed out allot(via FaceBook)...I honestly cried once just imagining all the great times i missed out seeing all the pictures and it seems as if everyone passes me by..(hoping and praying that im not forgotton and left behind)...I am a loner now for i dont really know how to talk to people here for we are culturally different and think differently. I feel empty and left out in my life so far.
The other thing is I was always going to Christian youth Gatherings every week and i had a close realtionship with God and would have good times with everyone there but now it seems that(generally) North American culture is that The youth, teenagers dont beleive in God or push god aside in their lives...They just seem to not know anything about God for they think they are young and too cool in a way for religion. Even when i go to church every week i notice that the presence of God isnt there...Now aside from having no friends, i lose track with God as well... Im begining to loose my faith.. Having no friends, no belifs makes me feel entirely empty in life...I cant do anything now...I dont know what to do...Emptiness...I can't stand it anymore thus leading me to seek advice online.. Everyone else is moving on and i just feel like i in a white empty space with nothing to do and DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO..I try my very best to socialize but for the past 6 months has been hell....HELP ME>>>I DON"T KNOW WHAT TO DO...What did i do to receive this punishment(i guess so..) I am a nobody now |
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